BULAN has left us. and this is forever.

I have noted that many have been visiting us this past few days.  And I'm sorry that I'm not ready to talk.  He's gone. and I'm not used to saying that yet.

Dear m.q.,

BULAN is ok now.  and eternally, he will be ok.

Dear nadyazgal,

he did respond to treatment, but..... guess it was time.

Dear Kak lia,

thanks for your support kak. Nana dpt rs akak faham

Dear Meowwmania,

I think he is all healthy over there.

Dear Crystal,

I think you've heard the news and perhaps the story too. thanks, dear.

Dear si tEDI,

I think, now, dia akan sihat selama2nya..

Dear lupie,

thanks. *sigh* what more can I say. I knew prognosis was poor to grave.  Actually, grave, but I believe the vet made it sound better by adding 'poor' to it.  I suppose I was hopping for a miracle, but didn't want to say it out.  unfortunately miracles don't work that way.

Dear Blackie,

yups, the reality that i'm still trying to live in.  the news that I have yet gathered enough strength to spread, what more to talk about it.

thanks to those who have been supportive and understanding.  I'll be updating when I'm ready.


But to those, who are here to tell me that, 'he was just a cat'.  YOU CAN GET OUT OF HERE, BECAUSE YOU'RE JUST A HUMAN AND I DON'T MIND LOSING YOU FROM MY LIFE!